Dream
just a year ago could not imagine how different my life would be now ... in life there are numerous changes and adjustments, some rather difficult to digest, what do you do?
few months ago for the first time, I fell rendered to them. A pain, a dislike, a misfortune, nervousness, impatience ... back pain, new misfortune ... You always fighting? You always holding up? .. And what ... let me go .. not for long, just a few weeks and suddenly understood many things that previously could not understand ... I was always strong, was always above ... I never learned to suffer, never learned how to mourn ... no, was never brave enough to do so. But I learned, or at least I think so.
Things are as they come, and as such must be, if not confront, at least take them. Me and new fears arise more latent suffering because there is no time to analyze, question, digest ... do not even have time to grieve and fear them ... remorse arising from this lack of time, this tired and this upset ... occasioned some wrong for my excesses and shortcomings? Sometimes this question takes me to sleep.